Okay so it's been over two months since I did a journal. That's gonna happen 'cause there's not much going on in my life now.

But as some of you can see, I'm engaged now. And my mom and my dad's mom are the only ones who knows. Even though my mom told me to not tell my grandma, I still did anyway because my fiancé kinda wanted to see her reaction or something. I still got into trouble anyway with my mom, so I have to play it safe around my dad and not let him see it until the right time. Plans for the wedding, you may ask? There are none so far, but he's thinking about getting married soon, possibly next year or, if something else happens, at the end of this year, more or less. And by something else I mean... having a baby. The both of us are ready emotionally, but we can't risk it because first of all, we don't have jobs yet, and that could mean the end of our relationship if my parents and his grandpa find out, so, as much as I want to have a kid now, I'm kinda forced to wait until we have jobs at least. 'Cause that's really important now if we're trying to have kids.

Anyway... I turned 21 today, meaning I am finally at the official age to drink. But I can't because of my prescription. My anxiety is sorta going away, but sometimes I find myself stuck and I don't know how to overcome it. All I know is I will get better soon. And that's another reason why he wants to wait to have kids. He wants me to be off the prescription so our first child isn't born with birth defects. But who knows how long that's gonna be. =___=

And so, as for presents, I got this makeup kit from my grandma... again. She got me one last year. What can I do? :/ And I got a DVD burner for my computer, cause my parents got me my computer over five years ago, and it didn't come with a DVD burner. I'm like, what the heck? Now I can finally free up space on my computer by burning my video diaries onto DVDs as well as a ton of pictures I've taken since 2007. So I'm quite happy with that one. Other than that I didn't get anything else, besides the ring I got from my fiancé .

I just got sick a few days ago. DX So I have to deal with it for today. Oh well.

As for the manga I was doing, I decided to stop. There's a few reasons. First, for some reason seeing or just imagining Placido pregnant causes my anxiety to get worse, second, it's too much work for me honestly, and third, my fiancé is creating his own anime and wants me to work on some of it before UB Con, which we're going to next month. But I didn't delete my manga, it's all in storage, so if I decide to bring it back I will. Hope y'all understand.

And can you believe the weather? o_o Freakin gorgeous! 8D

Okay that's it. See ya~